more human hair experiments, with a rapid intention to understand it all.
what for? who knows. A reason might eventually manifest itself.

The 48hourfilm that I did, “Blue Tape” won Best Director, Best Editing and um.. I won for.. Best Make-Up for doing my own make up in it. Embarrassing. Good times.

my neighbors hate me.

Shooting a 48hourfilm with Argy was such great fun. My body hurts today but it feels good. Title of the film: “Blue Tape”.

Towards the end of the long shooting day, covered in movie blood, this pic got taken, saw it today and remembered Sharon; similar velvet couch, similar position, similar um.. stains.

doing a 48hourfilm with Argy P.

ZBM-II type spiral pig shaver is the advanced equipment of the pig shaver in the domestic market. The inner of this machine consist of ? U? shape of board to avoid hurting and breaking the body of the pig. Different sizes of pigs can enter into the inner because of the wide space into it .The proceeds can be controlled by machine systems and two roller which leaded by two reduced- speed machine can shave the skin fast .This slaughterhouse equipment is suitable to the slaughtering factory with big output.
(Remark; pigs ought to scald hair before shaving and keep 3minutes in 60-65 degree centigrade water or steam)

Related Keywords: abattoir , slaughterhouse , butcher , slaughter equipment

Today I felt I was on heavy sedatives.
Like someone else was making the decisions
He seemed to be rather better than me/I
so I rather enjoyed/allowed it.

We shot a scene in this real life religious freak parade of sorts, with a band playing, church bells, old men and even older women, a silver coffin with a saint’s bones inside, armed troops, jesus freaks, AND A DRAG QUEEN who was trotting along the sad and somber parade, in civilian attire, looking solemn and regretful. All the while, the camera was rolling, guerilla style, as I was spying on my love interest kissing another, fuming and frothing. It was so surreal.

watching steetcar named desire
fast-forwarding brando’s scenes
just can’t discipline myself to watch
by GAWD how annoying he is
another one of history’s great lies
narcissistic bullshit

We’ve arrived in this town again
for a day’s shoot

Turdsdays’ fare consisted of:

really though, you outta watch these clips of Black Narcissus’ final 20 minutes.
for Kathleen Byron’s performance as Sister Ruth

here you go..

[in fact, after Byron dies, quickly leave the page,
Kerr’s annoying demeanor will ruin everything for you]

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in other news, I’m taking a train to Thessaloniki tomorrow at 6am, to shoot some more scenes for “Homeland”.

Wednesday’s goddamned fare consisted of:

coffee, tea, pee.

Jack of all trades, master of none

Tuesday’s fare consisted of:

a gallon of tea, a carton of biscuits and a bunch of perturbing ideas.

Sunday’s fare consisted of:

a gallon of tea, a carton of biscuits and a crate of unsettling thoughts.

Behind the scenes footage from an adult film that never got finished. Superstar of the genre, Chasey Lain, showed up on set under the influence of dolls and in the hands of an abusing “director” and what took place was brutal. She’s merely 36 years old.

A downfall has its own kind of beauty. Chasey’s eyes 1993 to 2009.

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still shooting “Homeland”
went out of my mind from loneliness in that town
flying up there again next week for more.

did a ‘day in the life of’ for a magazine while I was there lols

in other news, I’ve been cast as Anton in a production of Eldorado,
by Marius von Mayenburg, directed by Constantine Giannaris.
to open in February.

ok, she’s either an acting genius or a total retard.
genius.. retard.. genius.. retard.. genius.. retard.. genius.. retard..
what do you think?

in other news, I successfully avoided seeing everyone and anyone for the longest time.
I’ll end up living on a tree, barking, fo sho.

*edit*
she’s a genius.

i drove this sexy motherfucker up and down those hills
i miss it so
i get to drive it again for my last scenes
by the sea

what hell today’s life is.
what hell life has been after the 50s.
so pedestrian.
such a waste of time to live one’s life today.

good GAWD!
a Theda Bara wig on the ebays
i want it!
GAWD!

“Theda Bara Wig. After leaving the screen in 1926, Theda Bara maintained her mystique until her death almost 30 years later. She also preserved the various costumes and accoutrements that had assured her infamy as the screen’s greatest all-time vamp. This black wig perched on Theda’s head as she lured who-knows-how-many poor fools to a disastrously sordid end. It survives in four pieces, which was likely its original design, so Theda could customize its appearance as the whatever seductive whimsey struck her. As with the other Theda wigs in this auction, it was specially created by Theda’s mother, a wig maker by trade, and personally given by Theda to the consignor not long before her 1955 death. A bizarre Hollywood artifact, but also a striking and rather touching one.“

sometimes I wonder
the far extreme level of ridiculousness
I display
why, I wonder.

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such sad eyes
she has depression

Mary Collins lost her passport so we missed our flight and drove back instead.
Not traveling by ourselves had also suddenly become imperative too.

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Last night I left the party and walked to the hotel, it was chilly.
I found myself in the same old spice market grandma Smaragda and I would go to when I was little. She died last month and I had a little cry.