Today I felt I was on heavy sedatives.
Like someone else was making the decisions
He seemed to be rather better than me/I
so I rather enjoyed/allowed it.

We shot a scene in this real life religious freak parade of sorts, with a band playing, church bells, old men and even older women, a silver coffin with a saint’s bones inside, armed troops, jesus freaks, AND A DRAG QUEEN who was trotting along the sad and somber parade, in civilian attire, looking solemn and regretful. All the while, the camera was rolling, guerilla style, as I was spying on my love interest kissing another, fuming and frothing. It was so surreal.