It’s suddenly very hot.
The film’s costume designer came over today to check out some of my clothes. I made her take her shoes off at the door which is rule #1 -no exceptions. The fucking germs and micro-monstahs getting on my floor, not nice. My cats and I walk barefoot. There are germs everywhere.
My character is quite conservative/geeky:

Everyday I eat at this scanky chinese place which does real chinese food and not of the eeeeky europeanised variety. Today’s grub: chicken setchuan, rice and white chinese vegetables. *burp*

rehearsal for this play is kind of a nightmare;
rehearsal for this film is fun.
I suspect I’ll be better at the play.
When you are a misanthropist you have to rely on chance. Who will put up with you?!

argh i dont want to go to rehearsal.
maybe i should only do films.

My brain is scattered.
I’m constantly late for appointments and rehearsals,
most of the times I’m blissfully ignorant of my obligations
until I get the phone call: “Are you on your way?”
Then I stick my head under the tap
and out in the street I dash.
I feel heavy and clattered. ZZZZzzzzzz…..

Hi Jeanna, you’re so fiiiiiiiiiiine..

At the end of the Baltimore run, Fanny’s train is leaving to go on to to Chicago,
while Nick must catch the train for new york and then head to Europe. He tells
Fanny he loves her and wants to marry her, but he wants to make a fortune
first playing cards. On the spur of the moment, Fanny decides to leave the tour and
follow Nick to New York. Eddie who has arrived to visit tries to talk her out
of it but Fanny is intent on following Nick; she has success in show business and now she wants a personal life as well. Eddie tries to advise her one more time; “Don’t!” she says, and Fanny replies: enters music

confounded.
Seems like I’m playing Tuesdays at the national theater and cannot do the ‘Shape of Things’ with Alexi on Mon-Tues. Dammit I’m disappointed. Pimps.

They–> are teaching me how to drive!
hehehe

pizza, lays chips, chinese, japanese, polish, apples, tortellini, pop corn, sausage, pizza, pizza, pizza, chocolate, cookies, COOKIES, pizza. Can’t have none. Angelina says i must lose 6 kg. Can I have some eye candy too? Oh I forgot marshmallows. Ok eye candy.

[tastier when clicked]

lack of sleep is catching up with me.
Starting an experiment. Will last a week to begin with.
It has to do with deprivation of a certain something.

yatabazah: I’m currently having my prostate massaged

and then what?

loy·al·ty( P ) Pronunciation Key (loil-t)
n. pl. loy·al·ties
1: the quality of being loyal [ant: disloyalty]
2: feelings of allegiance
3: the act of binding yourself (intellectually or emotionally) to a course of action.

trust ( P ) Pronunciation Key (trst)
n.
1: Firm reliance on the integrity, ability, or character of a person or thing.
2: To have or place confidence in; depend on.
3: Something committed into the care of another; charge.

gos·sip( P ) Pronunciation Key (gsp)
n.
1: Rumor or talk of a personal, sensational, or intimate nature.
2: A person who habitually spreads intimate or private rumors or facts.
3: Trivial, chatty talk or writing.
4: To run about and tattle; to tell idle tales.

phew.
t’was ok.
Gawd how I loathe Athens..

leaving for rehearsal.
why do i have the feeling that
something very bad will happen today?..

I dreamt I was stealling chocolate bars and was gulping them down.
I got caught by an old man and I had to beat him up to get him off my back.
I was eating the chocolate as I was kicking him in the ribs.