February 19th, 2004
Auntie Souppy takes a nap
February 18th, 2004
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so the car pulls up next to the bank, I jump out, pop my card into the ATM machine, I take the money and I get back into the car. The WRONG car!!!!! How embarrassing, let alone scary! Thankfully there was no one in there so I didn’t get punched out or screamed at. heheheheheheheheheh |
Anna Levine
February 16th, 2004
February 16th, 2004
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bored.. hey this is my expired passport I look so angry. I remember that day. my dad took me to get the photos done so I could have a passport issued. He was there staring at me behind the photographer who was making fun of me because I wouldn’t smile and I felt self conscious as hell. I remember the day like it was yesterday. I was sweating and my face was burning under the lights and the only thing I was thinking was to get the fucking passport ready and get the fuck outta that fucking country. A week later I was living in London where I stayed for 6 years. |
February 15th, 2004
Went to do a read-through for the new film. Met the rest of the cast.
Hm.. Should I do it? Should I not?
Hm..
Hm….
I keep thinking of all the friends who have died; Noel, Minas, um.. these two.
And Mania. And Auntie Bebe. And grandpa. I wonder who’s next?…
How terrible.
February 12th, 2004
It snowed so much! I hope the whole city is forever covered under an avalanche with many many casualties. Youla, Syllas, Aspasia, Pandelis came over and we pigged out.
I considered shaving the old head but kinda hesitated.
Then I felt guilty for all the unticked things on my huge To Do list.
Then I felt a surge of creativity and made a pair of earrings out of doll legs.
February 11th, 2004
aaaaargh
I have 1.000.000 chores to do and i won’t do none.
goddamitshitfuckcocksuckahdammitshitmofo
February 8th, 2004
ok the vintage phone works all of a sudden.
i’ll take it as a good sign.
oh biorhythms go away go right back on 
‘s face.
February 7th, 2004
Everything breaks down in this apartment. Now my phone is broken. Why is that happening??! I can’t keep up. My laptop is so fucked too. Did I pay 2,300 euro for this goddamn piece of shit? Nothing works out my way and I’m tired of it.
Off to Ektoras’ shoot.
Ah I have a terrible bout of the flu too. Last night I thought I was gonna die.
January 31st, 2004
oh..
ah..
oh..
chipped a tooth
lost all sensation [and hair] on my knees
took a bite out of my tongue
scratched my face all over
burned a toe
the show has become quite the reality show.
finally it ends tonight.
then I will put on 300 lbs.
January 28th, 2004
too much coffee = shaky hands
too much coffee + cigarettes = butt butt butt
some soup = good
January 23rd, 2004
grrrrrrrrr i hate mornings.
i’m completely useless before 5pm.
as soon as the show is over in 10 days
i’ll pick up the pieces and detox, fast,
cleanse, rinse the insides out, polish the skin.
must take care of the old body.
January 18th, 2004
Oh no I think I caught a chill.
coming down with the flu?
I can’t move my neck left or right,
my joints ache and I shiver.
mmm soup? Yes.
Lately I find that my mind wonders when I’m onstage and I suddenly remember old -really old- dreams, vividly and in great detail, old memories from my childhood and early years in London, insignificant details all of a sudden spring to mind. I’m glad because my memory is so bad; I have no real recall of my lifeline so far. Today I remembered a dream I had years and years ago about a house on an island that I wanted to build. it would be all white, on top of a bare, rocky island and there would be a labyrinth around it to make it near impossible to get to it unless you had a map. The house would have many random and oddly shaped openings for the wind to blow through and make hissing sounds and a lot of running water inside. I’d be blasting the soundtrack of Vampires Lobos, getting ass faced with wine and dance around naked.
Oh it’s my name day today. Must remember to bring a carton of Kinder eggs to the theater for treats.
my body aches so much, i need a hot bath in my AWESOME Gucci bubble bath.
January 17th, 2004
and every day is the same day different faces with no name places i’ve never been before
January 11th, 2004
oh and yes my mid-life crisis is still full blown.
mataiotis mataiotitwn ta panda mataiotis.
January 11th, 2004
| wah, I’m beat. Yesterday was the confounded Saturday double show and by 9pm as the 2nd show was about to begin I was beyond exhausted. The show ends Feb 1st and I will both miss it and feel relieved. Been listening to Destiny’s Child a lot backstage and I shake my ass and keep merry. The cold is so harsh lately and the ac is on 24/7. The cats are loving it. purrrrrEktoras will shoot his new film on 35mm after all, which is a huge victory over his producer who was cutting corners to pocket the dough. Cunt. The festive days are bloody over so the lazy ass morons of this country have no excuses left and will have to do their jobs. Nobody wants to work in this country. |
January 1st, 2004
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*yawn* aaah.. took the the first dump of 2004 was and it was so pleasurable. I’ll take that as a good sign. finally the fucking ‘holidays’ are over. I can’t believe I actually danced at a bar last night being 100% sober. Back to doing the show again tonight. About time too. |
