As god as my witness. As god as my witness, I’m gonna live through this and when it’s all over, I’ll never love again. If I have to lie, cheat, steal or kill, as god as my witness, I’ll never goddamn fall in love the fuck again.
shooting continues, under gruesome conditions. ‘least it’s pretty. very pretty.
I’d forgotten the sound of snow under one’s feet.
a retro nibble.
local snack.
a pious brew.
..and as usual, ending alone in my room with Victoria Winters. 
Hey birdy bird. 
This actress arrived and immediately they went after her with the scissors. 
8am, in a dark, misty forest, to shoot the scenes where they chase me, catch up on me and beat me to a pulp. One glove with me, the other was lost a long time ago. It’s all I’ve got though. I buried it there and left it behind. 
on set, I’m listening to Trovatore, lonely as fuck. You probably think this post is about you, it is.
First day of shooting and it went by fast, yet slowly.
snuck into a run down, old house and I found this big, dead bug. A beautiful Dragonfly. Kiki? Any ideas for a big, dead bug? Gawd!
After a long, loooong journey and getting lost in the mountains a few times, the convoy arrived in Prespes lake area to shoot this movie. It’s so quiet and cold. The hotel is cozAy but without gym or wifi. The owner, Mrs Toula, let me pick out the room I wanted, which she then furnished with rugs.
The following day was a day off, so early this morning I ventured out to investigate matters.
The shore is made up of shells, crushed ones, humongous ones and strange, transparent ones. I will come back here tomorrow to collect a whole bunch.
There are frogs, snakes, cows, goats, ducks, geese, many species of birds and fish, all of which I encountered within the first few hours here and I look forward to the bears, foxes and wolves that I was told roam free in the area.
Packing for a month of shooting n freezing. including some Galliano yeti boots [fur is murder but so was the price]
Totally prepared for the weather, utterly unprepared for the part. It’ll come to me. Or will it. The movie is about a peaceful family man farmer who, after losing everything, becomes an animal in war. The script is very violent and well written.
they just told mAy over dinner that I’m leaving Saturday morning to start shooting the movie up at the mountains. Short notice. Not prepared. Loose ends.
[snail, bottom of glass]
I found her on top of Grande Bretagne hotel. I named her Judy and considered taking her in as a pet. But then I forgot about her. Sad.
recorded some Kavafy poems for the next issue of Odos Panos.
http://bosko-hippydippy.blogspot.com/2009/10/blog-post_09.html
Hot off the press: the program I designed for the play. 
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Nice people in this coffee shop. I’ll come again.
L. lent me this book. She had stuff underlined.
The play I’m art directing opens in a 10 days. It’s awesome. Come see it.
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