March 11th, 2011

it’s hard to be mostly unrelatable.





March 11th, 2011

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Since I got back, I do little else than spray myself with Cuir Mauresque and listen to this. to this. to this. to this. to this.





February 21st, 2011

#stray





February 21st, 2011

My crotch is busting at the seams and it’s not the old balls being bombastic.

new H&M pants, pff..





February 18th, 2011

home.





February 12th, 2011

this diary belongs to someone whom I no longer am in contact with.





January 16th, 2011

violently lonely.





January 13th, 2011

from a recent Down Town magazine shoot.





January 6th, 2011

3,000 blackbirds fell from the sky in central Arkansas. Scientists there say celebratory fireworks on New Year’s Eve likely sent the birds into such a tizzy that they crashed into homes, cars and each other before plummeting to their deaths.





December 26th, 2010

the difference between cost and worth.





December 25th, 2010

If this decrepit old man attempts to start a conversation with me, I’ll pretend I’m Swedish.

[via iPhone]





December 24th, 2010

“And Eve Was Weak”
Betty Buckley+Linzi Hateley
Carrie The Musical
Broadway 1988





December 22nd, 2010

comfort of strangers / discomfort of familiars





December 21st, 2010





December 21st, 2010

“..Ευτυχώς δεν θα σε αφήσουν ήσυχο.”
yes, they will.





December 11th, 2010





December 10th, 2010





December 10th, 2010

Out in the veranda for a smoke, scent of flowers in the night air, birds chirping, boxers on, but it’s December.
I give up, might as well enjoy this.





December 10th, 2010

won’t deny, that given the luxury, I’d NEVER leave my house.





December 7th, 2010

Afternoons like today, when I was a child, I’d lay all my craft supplies out on the floor and spend hours without pee or food breaks, making things. I just smelled some clay and it reminded me of this.





December 7th, 2010





oh Shaye

December 6th, 2010

dammit.
one of the greatest absurdist artists in history, has passed away.
Shaye Saint John died.
poor darling.

check out her videos, before they’re gone.
they tend to disappear.

to understand her, one must really study her closely.
if you can see behind the obvious mess,
you’ll understand what Shaye Saint John is.

two of my most favorites

“OMG OO-LALA”

“DRIP DROP DIET”

I’d taken it for granted that she’d be here forever.
she was my hero.





December 3rd, 2010





November 30th, 2010





November 30th, 2010

i’m totally not sleeping tonight
been making something[s]
on cuppa coffee #8

i don’t forgive mistakes
you should be smarter than that





November 29th, 2010

i can’t stand living in this cunt of a cuntry.





November 19th, 2010

will. learn. to. pick. battles. possibly. already. have. testing.





November 14th, 2010

a new thing to do





November 14th, 2010





September 23rd, 2010