opening night of Eldorado, this Monday night.

the lonely life, quote unquote.

and if you ask them to do their job, they feel cheated
if you ask them to actually put their thunder thighs to use
and and perform a task to completion

they perceive it as cruelty.

i’m so cruel. so difficult. and oh, so evil.
so be it.

so d. wants to go to get hot rollers with me cause i get a discount 10%
turned off one of the ACs to turn on the water heater, just for a while,
otherwise a habitat meltdown will occur. old.

shall i cut my hair?

HONG KONG – A CHINA-BORN adult film actress was found dead in a Hong Kong hotel last Friday.

Crystal Sun, 36, was found hanging in the bathroom of her hotel room after a hotel worker discovered a note saying ‘Someone hanged herself’ on the bathroom door.

She left a suicide note saying she had debts, Apple Daily said.

Her strong resemblance to the late adult star Pauline Chan, who fell to her death at age 29 in a suicide in Shanghai in 2003, led to her playing the Chan in a movie.

Chan was famous for her various outbursts and unruly behavior before her death.

A native of China’s Shandong province, she was forced to drop out of the 1999 Miss Asia contest after saucy pictures of her appeared in the media.

Been rehearsing for Eldorado by Marius von Mayenburg, I play Anton.
It opens on Wednesday at Theatro Xora, directed by Constantine Giannaris.
come see it and pay me to do it.

“We have concluded our investigation into your case and have decided in your favor.”

No… wire… hangers. What’s wire hangers doing in this closet when I told you: no wire hangers EVER? I work and work ’till I’m half-dead, and I hear people saying, “She’s getting old.” And what do I get? A daughter… who cares as much about the beautiful dresses I give her… as she cares about me. What’s wire hangers doing in this closet? Answer me. I buy you beautiful dresses, and you treat them like they were some dishrag. You do. Three hundred dollar dress on a wire hanger. We’ll see how many you’ve got if they’re hidden somewhere. We’ll see… we’ll see. Get out of that bed. All of this is coming out. Out. Out. Out. Out. Out. Out. You’ve got any more? We’re gonna see how many wire hangers you’ve got in your closet. Wire hangers, why? Why? Christina, get out of that bed. Get out of that bed. You live in the most beautiful house in Brentwood and you don’t care if your clothes are stretched out from wire hangers. And your room looks like some two-dollar-a-week furnished room in some two-bit back street town in Okalahoma. Get up. Get up. Clean up this mess.

meanwhile,
37 years ago,

thank you Santa for the body parts
i feel like new

Magazine Dolly*Dolly Vol.17 that I worked on, is now available at HLJ.
I shot the cover for them as well as an 8 page feature on my collection, projects and home.

http://www.hlj.com/product/GRP11904

Also this month, Korres launched their new fragrances, commemorating the occasion with a publication in which I was asked to contribute with a Mary Collins photograph. Korres (http://korres.com) is the leading Greek company of cosmetics and body care. Their products are sold in Paris, Tokyo, New York and all over the world. Beauty editors like Jane Larkworthy from W magazine, Fiorella Valdesollo from NYLON magazine and world’s leading perfume expert Roja Dove, among other people, contributed with essays and original works. The 80cm X 55cm publication, limited to 500 numbered copies will travel to beauty editors around the world.

wrap these lyrics around your lips.
Позабудь об этом дне
Спор не нужен никому
Не читай нотаций мне
Мама, это ни к чему

Снова к друзьям я своим убегаю
Что меня тянет сюда я не знаю
Без музыки мне оставаться надолго нельзя

Музыка нас связала
Тайною нашей стала
Всем уговорам твержу я в ответ
Нас не разлучат, нет

Музыка нас связала
Тайною нашей стала
Всем уговорам твержу я в ответ
Нас не разлучат, нет

Я забыла все, чему
Нас учили столько лет
Неужели я сама
Не найду на все ответ

Снова к друзьям я своим убегаю
Что меня тянет сюда я не знаю
Без музыки мне оставаться надолго нельзя

Музыка нас связала
Тайною нашей стала
Всем уговорам твержу я в ответ
Нас не разлучат, нет

Музыка нас связала
Тайною нашей стала
Всем уговорам твержу я в ответ
Нас не разлучат, нет

[not a skin decease, it’s copper hair + freckles make up]

my neighborhood for the last 5 days/nights.
Beautiful villages burn beautifully; this of course doesn’t apply here at all.

whatever happened to doing things just for the fun of it?
in other news, actors are still ridiculous drama queens as ever.

“There is one thing I must tell you because I just found it to be truth. You must always be yourself no matter what the price. It is the highest form of morality”.

-Candy Darling

flew to Thessaloniki to present for best cinematography at the awards, morning after at 7am I had to go to the hospital because I had hurt my chest during filming a few days before and the pain wasn’t going away. turned out to be internal bruising. from there i went straight to the airport to catch a flight straight to day 1 of rehearsals for Marius von Mayenburg’s Eldorado, directed by Constantine Giannaris. then i went home and fell asleep on the floor somewhere. Morning after, I did my last day of shooting for Homeland.
ticking off a few things in an ever-increasing list of things that must be done.
met Lena Divani and she rocks so much.

and so I died.
as I have in 8 of my films and plays before.
but it has to be my favorite death so far.

the trashed trailer where it took place, the litters of blood soaking my clothes, hair and balls. It was a self inflicted knife wound, this time. The following dawn, we filmed at the beach, where I’m being dragged away in the sand. And in the -5°C water. My bones, skin and insides are bruised, scratched and sore but a good time was had by all.

The hotel rooms were the most surreal place I’ve ever slept in, it looked [and felt] like an asylum.

One more scene and I’m done.
‘Homeland’ was delectable to make.

it was there, that I found this person, born in the 1930s:

fuck 300dpi, fuck 300dpi! fuck it fuck it! fuck 300 dpi!

this just arrived and made everything
bright again

so i be doing the wigs for a couple of plays mm-hm

i made this comb-over hairpiece for Enda Walsh’s “Walworth Farce”
so i shaved his head and been wrestling with wig glues

and i be doing a wig for Anna Kokkinou’s new play

some days latelAy, i get so lonelAy. I’m juggling 20 things, work, projects, things I love to do, stuff I gladly do because I ought to do them, there’s people and some love. But really,.. hm. nevermind.

look: mark twain and his bush, funnAy huh

tv show, story on “Homeland” film, at 4:50 to 7.40