5am. Woke up and can’t go back to sleep because I’m starving. They won’t give me any food in case I get operated on tomorrow. This case of appendicitis has been confusing the doctors and after the scans, blood tests and observation, they’re still not sure if they should take it out. It’s been 24 hrs of not having eaten anything at all (I stole some gummy bears from some lady) and I’m just about finishing my 5th IV bottle. At least I have my own big room. A nurse just walked in with two cups for me to fill with pee.

dreaming of pastry.