Archive for February, 2004

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Sunday, February 29th, 2004

Sunday, February 29th, 2004
I suppose i didn’t get ‘that‘ film, so i guess i will do that ‘other‘ one.
stuffed my face with oreos, girl scout cookies, twinkies, cherry coke, sweethearts, valentine chocolates and other staples.
[ in other news; the lies, oh the lies]

Saturday, February 28th, 2004
a sucker’s work is never done.

Saturday, February 28th, 2004


..was my all time favorite series as a kid.
how sweet it was founding these phunky bendy g-force figures!

Saturday, February 28th, 2004

and yes, it’s 6am.
Sleep is so overrated.

Saturday, February 28th, 2004

Just watched Monster. Poor girl, she got so totally fucked by everyone.
There is no god. *spit*
[i hope she gets the oscar too]

Friday, February 27th, 2004

me this morning..
this picture phone is really neat-oh

Friday, February 27th, 2004
ah, the cherry blossoms in Japan.

Thursday, February 26th, 2004

how neat this picture phone.
how neat Mullet looks today.

Thursday, February 26th, 2004

Teleasty Channel:
“…hamos kathe vrady sto Club Dalaveri!”

Wednesday, February 25th, 2004

NEVER, EVER going against my instincts.

So we meet at the National f Theater, luggage in toe and fart around at the theater coffee shop until it’s time to go to the airport.

“A plane crashed in Skopje. No survivors.”



On the brink of hysterics, demanded my passport back and barked that I was taking full fucking responsibility to get my fucking ass to fucking Skopje by¬†fucking train, which a few of the cast members had opted for and were already on the way; why had I agreed to the plane?! Marilita decided to join me so we so we dragged ourselves to the train station and stood in line for tickets. Not 2 minutes we were there, I get a phone call: “Show’s canceled. Come back.”

Fuck yeah.

Wednesday, February 25th, 2004

7 hours to go…

Wednesday, February 25th, 2004
my first photo using my new and oh so wonderful picture phone. She’s so pretty/austere. She’s a hairdressing model i bought today. Argh life would be so neat right now if I didn’t have to get on the big metal bird in 10 hours [and counting].

Tuesday, February 24th, 2004


oh i’m going to have to be SO drunk to get on that fucker…

Tuesday, February 24th, 2004


I must get on a plane tomorrow morning to go to Skopje to do a show!
I’ve successfully avoided getting on a plane for 5 years. Now there’s no way to avoid it! This isn’t happening!

Saturday, February 21st, 2004

I must to the rehearsal again.
God, directors are so unnecessary.

Saturday, February 21st, 2004

the scary thing is that although it starts as an affectation you may get lost in it forever. And time is short.

Thursday, February 19th, 2004

Auntie Souppy takes a nap

Wednesday, February 18th, 2004

I have a new passport.
I don’t want to use it.
Leaving for Skopje on the 25th.

Wednesday, February 18th, 2004
so the car pulls up next to the bank, I jump out, pop my card into the ATM machine, I take the money and I get back into the car. The WRONG car!!!!!
How embarrassing, let alone scary! Thankfully there was no one in there so I didn’t get punched out or screamed at.

Anna Levine

Monday, February 16th, 2004

Monday, February 16th, 2004

Testing tomorrow for the film I *really* want.
goddamit gimmegimmegimme it

Monday, February 16th, 2004
hey this is my expired passport
I look so angry.
I remember that day. my dad took me to get the photos done so I could have a passport issued. He was there staring at me behind the photographer who was making fun of me because I wouldn’t smile and I felt self conscious as hell. I remember the day like it was yesterday. I was sweating and my face was burning under the lights and the only thing I was thinking was to get the fucking passport ready and get the fuck outta that fucking country. A week later I was living in London where I stayed for 6 years.

Sunday, February 15th, 2004

Went to do a read-through for the new film. Met the rest of the cast.
Hm.. Should I do it? Should I not?

I keep thinking of all the friends who have died; Noel, Minas, um.. these two.
And Mania. And Auntie Bebe. And grandpa. I wonder who’s next?…
How terrible.

Thursday, February 12th, 2004

It snowed so much! I hope the whole city is forever covered under an avalanche with many many casualties. Youla, Syllas, Aspasia, Pandelis came over and we pigged out.
I considered shaving the old head but kinda hesitated.
Then I felt guilty for all the unticked things on my huge To Do list.
Then I felt a surge of creativity and made a pair of earrings out of doll legs.

Thursday, February 12th, 2004

so i just got offered the lead in a feature but maybe i don’t like the script…

Wednesday, February 11th, 2004

Wednesday, February 11th, 2004

I have 1.000.000 chores to do and i won’t do none.

Sunday, February 8th, 2004

happiness found in the prototype stage of things:

Sunday, February 8th, 2004

ok the vintage phone works all of a sudden.
i’ll take it as a good sign.
oh biorhythms go away go right back on ‘s face.

Sunday, February 8th, 2004

argh the flu is in me.
stop the world i want to get off.

Saturday, February 7th, 2004

Everything breaks down in this apartment. Now my phone is broken. Why is that happening??! I can’t keep up. My laptop is so fucked too. Did I pay 2,300 euro for this goddamn piece of shit? Nothing works out my way and I’m tired of it.

Off to Ektoras’ shoot.
Ah I have a terrible bout of the flu too. Last night I thought I was gonna die.

Sunday, February 1st, 2004

The End